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Egw molis teleiwsa to Bachelos sthn amerikh, alla ka8e xeimwna ekana praktikh, to opoio 8ewrw boh8ise polu sto biografiko ws twra, alla kai sto na mpw ekei pou h8ela gia Master. Polla atoma mazi mou twra sto master einai arketa pio megaloi me proipiresia prin pane gia to master, giati h8elan na einai sigouroi oti to master pou 8a kanoun einai sto pedio pou 8eloun pragmatika. Pisteuw pws to master einai para polu polutimo, kai sou dinei pleonektima sthn euresh ergasias alla kai sto upsos tou mis8ou panw apo allous xwris master. Alla, h proipiresia einai MUST sthn euresh ergasias, kai boh8aei kai sto master giati sou anoigei orizontes sth skepsh kai katalabaineis kalhtera pou kolane sth praktikh auta pou sou lene sta ma8hmata. An mporeis kane ligh praktikh to kalokairi, to xeimwna, h opote mporeis, h to polu polu kane ena xrono douleia, kai meta master. Apo thn allh egw an ekana ena xrono douleia de 3erw poso eukola 8a mporousa na 3anapaw sxoleio otan 8a eixa kaloma8ei sto megalo mis8o.

Mporei o/h nun na ekneurizonte kai na zhleuoun, alla oxi panta me to dikio tous. Egw px me thn prwin mou kratame epafes akoma. De lew oti giname kolitoi afou akoma einai ligo perierga...kai de mporw px na ths lew auta pou lew se filous/files....opos px...a th 8ea einai auth, kai a gnwrisa mia kopela polu kalh, klp, klp....niw8w perierga. Alla pou kai pou kana minima, kamia bolta gia kafe, etsi gia na ta poume, na ma8oume nea, klp. Auto kuriws giati de xwrisame logo asimbatothtas, alla logo siggekrimenwn katastasewn (opos o atlantikos pou mas xwrize, kai alla diafora), kai etsi exoume akoma kales sxeseis meta3i mas....alla apo thn allh kai oi duo gnwrizoume oti de 8a kanoume kan prospa8eia na ta 3anabroume kai na 8eloume, prin egw gurisw ellada gia ta kala....se 1-2 xronia. To 8ema einai oti auth exei kapoion twra, alla auto to filiko to eixa mazi ths prin brei allon....kai pisteuw o nun prepei na to katalabei auto, kai na balei th zilia pisw tou. Prin apo auton eixe kai allh zwh h kopela, kai de simanei oti 8a alla3oun ola gia auton. Na peis oti 3afnika arxisame pali epafes enw htan idi mazi tou, tote na tsantistei kai me to dikio tou! Alla 8a prepei na uparxei empistwsinh. De to kribw oti ki emena an mia kopela mou 3afnika arxize epafes me ton prwin 8a me peiraze, kai 8a ths mlaga kai 8a ths elega oti me peirazei. Apo thn allh, an htan filoi apo prin, 8a thn elega oti einai ligw abola, kai 8a milousame genika gia to 8ema, alla afou h epafh 8a upirxe meta3i tous apo prin 8a katalabaina oti den einai epafh pou les esu tou stul "kratame konta mas ta palia mhn tuxon kai..."

Kati pou ebgala twra: Pinw gia na 3edipsasw, trww gia na xortasw, alla s'agapaw gia na zw, kai zw gia na s'agapaw (sorry gia th m@l@kia)

To polu polu paizi ligo me to mualo ths!!.....ths les...."ma kala trela8ikes...de me agapas...pws einai dunaton na nomizes oti shmera exoume epetio otan exoume se 10 meres?".....kai 8a thn kaneis na nomizei oti ta exase ligaki.....kai ton allo mina kaneis to idio otan upoti8ete exei 3exasei thn epetio giati twra nomize oti htan 10 meres argotera! Pros 8eou....plaka kanw...mh pas kai kaneis kati tetoio....auto 8a htan lush gia kapoia ili8ia thn opoia exeis gia ton p****o kai de nomizw na edines tosa lefta gia mia tetoiou eidous kopela!....alla oute se exw gia toso blaka oste na epernes sobara thn protash mou!

to polu polu tous dineis kai tipote parapanw an de piasei to kolpo me thn epetio...kai etsi 8a doun oti ontos einai epigon!

De maresei ka8olou h broxh. To xioni kai to kruo maresoun pantws. Kai emena mou th spaei oti nuxtwnei nwris. Ena allo kako einai oti asprizoume, kai de exoume to wraio xrwmataki tou kalokairiou...kai allo kako einai oti oi gunaikes de forane apokaliptika rouxa opos to kalokairi! Ena kalo pou mporeis na kaneis to xeimwna aneta einai na koulouriasteis katw apo tis koubertes me thn kopela sou aggalia na blepeis tainia h kati...h kai na kaneis erwta xwris na udrwneis!

Ki emena mou piran to kinito sto tram stous olympiakous. To sx1 me oles tis foto kai video apo thn aponomh twn olumpionikwn mas sthn istioploia, kai polla thlefona, klp, klp. Se tetoia periptwsh to mono pou mporeis na kaneis einai na kaneis fragh, kai na pareis kainourgia sim kai kinito. To na to exases sto leoforio kai na bre8ei den uparxei periptwsh. Siga mh trexei o allos sthn astunomia na to paradwsei. Na peis oti to exases se kapoio magazi kai na to pane ste kapoion pou douleuei sto magazi...na sou elega oti exeis elpides na to breis.

Allo na troma3w kai allo na to balw sta podia! De 8a to ebaza pote sta podia gia auto to logo...apla 8a ths milousa kai 8a ths eksigousa oti de koitaw to gamo gia arketo kairo. Mporei na to leei gia plaka. Opos px h prwin mou pou mou elege otan pantreutoume 8a sou kanw 2 kores na se peripoiounte...kai meta ths elega kane mou kores kai 8a deis meta kardiaka pou 8a pa8w otan ginoun 15...h px ths elega 8a mou mageireuei kai 8a mou fernei tis pantofles kai 8a einai doula mou...kai genika kaname asteia. Auto giati kai oi duo hmastan polu eutixismenoi sth sxesh mas tetoia. Auto giati den apokleiame th pi8anothta oti isws na eimaste mazi gia panta, alla de skeftotan kaneis apo tous duo mas to gamo sobara. To allo pou eipa oti isws na mhn eisai sto idio mikos kummatos...ennow oxi sto oti egw na nomizw oti einai ths plakas sxesh kai h allh na dokimazei nifika! Ennow oti egw na 8ewrw oti einai polu omorfh sxesh pou pigainei polu kala alla exei dromo ws to gamo...kai h allh na nomizei to idio gia thn poiothta alla na skeftete to gamo apo twra.

8a me tromaze na me elege "antra mou" dioti eimai mono 22 kai makria apo ton gamo akoma. Mporei na mh me tromaze an skeftomoun ki egw to idio. Ok to na exei brei auto pou 8elei se emena, alla an px den hmaste sto idio mikos kimatos gia to pou kai poso grhgora paei h sxesh, 8a me trwmaze. Egw px den exw skopo na pantreutw prin ta 28 (an ginei egine...alla de to blepw apo th stigmh pou o idios 8elw na to apofigw)...fantasou twra h allh apo ta 22 na me leei antra ths. Pws ths les twra....sugnwmh alla prin teleiwsw to panepistimio kai bgalw kapoia lefta kai zisw monos mou kai zisw kapoies empiries de 8a mporesw na se pantreutw? Gia na apodextw na me pei kapoia "antra ths" 8a prepei na to exoume sizitisei sobara kai na odeuoume ontos prws to gamo. Also...auto pou 8eloume to brhskoume polles fores, kai to allazoume polles fores. Stis meres mas pia pantreuonte polu grhgora mou fenete, apo erwta, o opoios febgei xwris na exei meinei arketh agaph kai katanohsh, klp, kai kataligoun sto xwrismo. Giauto egw prin pw kapoia "gunaika mou" h pantreutw, 8elw na exw arketes empiries wste na 3erw oti auto pou niw8w einai ontos agaph, sumponia, katanohsh, klp, klp....kai oxi aplos erwtas pou 8a perasei...giati otan pantreutw de 8elw oute kan na mou perasei apo to mualo na xwrisw.

An den kanw la8ws....h freak de se kalese sto gamo ths...ektos an onomazei ton gomeno ths "antra ths"...pou an me fonaze emena etsi h kopela mou 8a tromaza ektos an hmastan konta sto gamo!

Ma kala pote xwrisate? Giati an den exete xwrisei edw kai toulaxiston 2 xronia....tote ki esu biastikes na pantreuteis kata thn gnwmh mou. Pantws maresei pou mas les oti ton esteiles kai parakalouse meta autos, me ena ufos perifaneias...pou den einai kai polu wraio....elpizw na kanw la8ws gia to ufos.

Em....giauto oloi exoun pia millenium! Oloi idioi exoun ginei pia sthn Ellada!

Egw ta millenium oute anapaftika ta 8ewrw, oute polu omorfa....ase pou ta exei olh h ellada pia!

Oi antikimenika wraies einai kai autes poles fores polu pswnia. Einai to pws 8a sou tuxei. An eisai kakos/ia genika...to na eisai wraios/a kai na kabalas to kalami sou einai emfito. Alla uparxoun atoma pou einai sigkratimena kai katalabainoun oti na einai wraioi den einai to pan. Emena sth parea mou eimaste oi perissoteroi apo wraioi ews polu wraioi (apo oti 3eroume gia to pws mas 8ewroun oi gunaikes, kai apo protaseis apo praktorio modelwn)....kai oloi einai polu kala paidia....me polu mualo, xioumor, sebasmo, sigkratimenoi, klp. To idio kai oi files mou, apo tis opoies merikes einai modela ws douleia oso spoudazoun, oi opoies einai eksupnes, kales, klp. Apo thn allh 3erw polles asxhmes kai xontres pou einai kai kakies, opos kai to antistixo se antres.

Apla prepei na 3ereis ti 8es kai apo pia. An mia exei skatoxaraktira...8a pas gia "diaskedash" kai gia na ikanopoihseis tis anagkes sou! Auto de simainei oti epidi einai wraia pas amesws me auto sto nou. Pio polles omorfes 3erw pou einai kaloi xarakthres apo oti asxhmes...to idio isxiei kai me antres.

Egw koitaw thn emfanish kai polu malista....se paromoia epipeda me to eswteriko. Einai blakeies auta gia to na 3exname to e3w kai na koitame mono to mesa (kai opoios to leei kai to pisteuei einai mallon tuflos). Prepei na uparxei isoropia. Oi perissoteroi de 8a ka8ontousan me mia 8ea na kanoun sxesh an den tous arese h prosopikothta. Alla to idio isxiei kai alliws...oso kalh prosopikothta na exei, an den maresei kai emfanisiaka de mporw na kanw kati erwtiko mazi ths....kai thn kanw mia polutimh filh (enw thn 8ea/modelo me asxhmo xakthra...thn kaneis afisa gia ton toixo).

h maggie to exei spoudasei to 8ema blepw. ...h apla ta exei perasei polles fores! Egw apo thn allh exw thn empiria enos mono desmou pou na simaine kati sobaro....ola ta alla htan ths plakas kai den eixa de8ei ka8olou.

maggie: Edwses thn pio kalh apantash. Mpravo sou. Sumfwnw apoluta!

O aderfos mou einai todds man...exei 4-5 zeugaria...kai nai oi mpilitses einai 8ema ais8itikhs. Mou fenonte ligo perierges, kai ligo gunaikies. Ta tetragwnakia sta prada ta protimo...fenete ligo pio antriko kata thn gnwmh mou. Kai san kopsimo...ta prada maresoun pio polu apo ta perissotera todds. Ta todds mou fernoun pio polu se pantofla gia to spiti (mocassin gia to spiti diladi...idika ta kastorina) para gia papoutsi gia eksodo.

Oxi....h sola apo katw einai mikra lastixenia tetragwnakia anti gia tis mpilitses pou exoun ta todds

Ki egw eimai tou car shoe gia kalo...alla oxi todds....de maresoun oi mpilitses...protimo ta Prada kai alla me tetreagwnakia. Ta agaphmena mou apo auta pou exw einai ta skoura mple me leukes rafes. Apo a8lhtika...ta pio anapaftika papoutsia pou exw foresei pote htan ta Nike Presto...alla to prwto modelo...kai to eperna me $20 sth amerikh anti gia 150 sthn ellada! Twra exw kati alla nike pou den exoun er8ei ellada akoma (h toulaxiston den eixan er8ei prin kana mina pou hmoun akoma ekei). Exw kai ta Asics/Onitsuka Tiget - Tai Chi Sixainome entelos ta nike millenium (h air max 97 opos legonte kanonika), kai ta puma mostro....giati ta exei pleos olh h ellada....ki as ta brhskw me to 1/4 ths timhs edw. Apo pantofles/sandalia exw kati Reef edw kai kairo gia proxeira, alla kai kati dermatina apo thn Mukono gamata!...marka se stul prada/todds/d&g gia sandali de pisteuw na eperna pote...eidika afou auta pou pira apo mukono ta 8ewrw pio omorfa kai to idio bolika kai poiotika!

Sorry...alla h zilia einai fisiko epakolou8w ths agaphs xwris empistwsinhs....kai oxi ths agaphs genika....etsi to exw niwsei egw toulaziston.

Oi filoi emena de boh8ane kai para polu. Mporei otan eimai mazi tous na mhn thn skeftome, h otan eimai me allh kopela kai tetoia....alla sxedon ka8hmerina gia kamia writsa se diafores stigmes pou eimai monos (px prin me parei o upnos)...thn skeftome polu!...oi filoi me boh8ane sto na mou lene diafores empiries kai na me boh8ane na skeftome pio ka8ara, klp....alla oxi sto na thn 3eperasw. Boh8isan sto na mhn niw8w asxhma kai sto na mh me parei apo katw, klp...idika afou apodeixtike oti 8elei kai ekeinh na eimaste akoma mazi alla mas xwrizei terastia apostash kai den uparxei logos kan na prospa8isoume gia kana xrono akoma mexri na gurisw ellada!

Egw den exw 3eperasei thn prwin mou kai as exoume xwrisei edw kai 5 mines. Mporei na eimai 22 alla htan h prwth gunaika gia thn opoia eniwsa kati parapanw apo sexoualikh el3h. Dustixws mas xwrizei enas oloklhros Atlantikos kai ekana ta pragmata polu duskola. Ena paratirisa pantws....to na breis allh me thn opoia na kaneis diafora sexoualika den se boh8aei na 3eperaseis thn/ton prwin. De paei na to kanw me alles 100...pali thn prwin 8a skeftome....osotou brw kapoia pou na 8elw na kanw kati parapanw apo sex (sxesh diladi)...dustixws gia mena auto den exei sumbei akoma kai sunexeia briskw kopeles me tis opoies de pisteuw na mporousa na erwteutw eukola.

Egw kanw to e3is:...kuriws gia tis sxeseis mou...alla kai gia filies kai alles gnwrimies... Empisteuome apoluta kapoion/a mexri na mou dwsei logous na mhn to/thn empisteuome toso polu pia. Gia emena einai polu duskolo na kerdiseis thn empistwsinh...alla 3ekinas me polu empistwsinh kai me la8ws kiniseis thn xaneis. O logos gia auto einai oti de 8elw na zw me to fobo kai to na mhn mepisteuome kati me to fobo oti 8a me pligwsoun h otidipote...kai protimo na zisw to twra oso dunaton kalhtera...kai as pligw8w argotera. Etsi 8a 3erw oti exw zisei apisteutes stigmes, ki as ponaw meta...to opoio protimo apo to na mhn ponesw alla tautoxrona na mhn po8isw, erwteuto, zisw toso entona.