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giati oles oi gynaikes to antimetwpizoun perierga alla me osous antres exw milhsei goustaroun???

kserw ispanika arketa kala.ase pou aftos kai gia ton che guevara na tou milaw de tha parei xampari

paides kalhmera.thelw th gnwmh sas kai thn polytimh bohtheia sas amesa.skeftomai na kanw ena "dwro" sto filo mou gia na emploutistei h erwtikh mas zwh.Lew loipon na tou dwsw rantebou s'ena latin club kai na to paiksw ispanida touristria pou thelei na perasei kala gia ena brady.Na milaw mono ispanika kai ta aparaithta agglika gia mia basikh synenohsh,na ton proseggisw,na tou kanw kamaki,na (ton) xorepsw (sto tapsi) kai na diathrhsw thn idia stash akoma kai sto krebbati,mexri th stigmh pou tha apoxairetistoume.Akouw kritikh kai protaseis

"...omws skeptomai gia ligo na kathisw h na fygw afou kserw ap'toys dyo mas ti tha meinei.Ma poio tha einai to finale,ponoi,dakrya kai bale,ma tha meinw ki oti thelei as ginei..."

ta matia de lene panta thn alhtheia,to'xw mathei ayto pia

dhladh na koimamai hsyxh?H aporia mou einai an prepei na synexisw ayth thn katastash h an prepei na dwsw telos

eimai kala giati de skeftomai.den analyw katastaseis,den psaxnw an ayto pou mou leei einai alhtheia h psema,to shmantiko gia'mena einai an oti yparxei metaksi mas to niwthw alhthino ki aythentiko.Apla pairnw energeia apo'mas kai th xrhsimopoiw sth zwh mou.ki oti ton agapw einai gegonos,oxi asteia.mporei na ethelotyflw,ti einai omws h alhtheia?Ayto pou blepoume?Ayto pou leme?H ayto pou niwthoume thn kathe stigmh?

prin 3 xronia gnwristhkame,molis ton eida ton erwteythka.tous epomenous 8 mhnes ekana to magazi pou douleye steki mou apla gia na ton blepw.paizame.empeiros aytos,sxetika apeirh egw,gyrizei mia mera kai mou leei oti de tha me afhne na mpleksw mazi tou giati tha me katestrefe.eixe dikio,to hksera.trela erwteymenh egw kai aytos ston kosmo tou,se oles kai se kamia.perase kairos pou den ton eida kai ena brady 1 xrono meta tou ksanasteila.bghkame,ksanabghkame,filhthikame,oloklhrwsame kai ksekinhse mia "eleytherh sxesh".Akoma kai twra,5 mhnes meta de niwthw to idio erwteymenh me tote,ton agaphsa omws sthn poreia.Oloi mou lene oti eimai ksana erwteymenh mazi tou,den eimai sigourh.To sigouro einai oti exw mia trelh kallitexnikh eksarsh teleytaia ki aytos me sthrizei perissotero ki ap'tous dikous mou.Pera ap'auto den kserw tipota,de thelw na kserw tipota.Eimai eleytherh.Eimai kala.

pernaw mia fash teleytaia arketa periergh,den kserw an legetai erwtas h apwthimeno (5 mhnes gia apwthimeno poly den einai???) oso me apogeiwnei toso me rixnei.Gia tou logou to alithes,krataei xronia ayth h kolwneia...Pisteyete ston erwta me thn prwth matia?Se pio shmeio tha ftanate gia na ton diekdikhsete kai ti tha eisastan diatethimenoi na dexteite an blepate ton idio anthrwpo meta apo kairo kai antilambanosastan oti tipota den exei teleiwsei alla kai tipota den einai opws htan?Kai tha sas pw thn istoria mou...